It’s been quite an eventful week lately. The world around me has been rapidly changing or perhaps these changes have always been there but I’ve never taken notice of them until now. These changes rush at me with full force trying to push me back, but everything is different now. I don’t rely on my right leg to stand firm and hold me down while this force pushes against me. I don’t turn my back on it. There is nothing at my side to hold on to until this fierce force passes through.
Instead I make a feeble attempt at moving forward. I’m blinded by the gust of wind blowing against the direction I’m going. My eyes are closed but my destination has never been shrouded with mist in my mind, it is as clear as a cloudless sky. I know not where the exact point of this destination lies, but my heart guides me towards the right direction. Looking forward I see nothing, but when I look back I see what I have accomplished and the failures that have pushed me forward when I should have fallen back. I am now hoping that every step I take forward will connect the dots so when I look back I can put the pieces together and make sense of all of this.
I feel strong, this strong impulse of making sense of all these dots course through my veins. Yet, I have never felt so vulnerable in my life. I am David. Fear is my sword. Love is my shield. This life ahead of me, is my Goliath.
Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.
